tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7268005744978949300.post2110258536223306115..comments2023-04-29T03:34:31.312-07:00Comments on scribbles from the ether: The Worst Kind Of Mind GamesAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13151849011637071775noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7268005744978949300.post-89533034896916667382013-07-11T01:40:26.783-07:002013-07-11T01:40:26.783-07:00Thats exactly how I feel. I think the OCD part of ...Thats exactly how I feel. I think the OCD part of anorexia just loves numbers. Really didnt help went they went metric- a pound is such a round number- now they divide even that tiny amount up into even teenier amounts!?<br />xxxxAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13151849011637071775noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7268005744978949300.post-72918938946603580672013-07-09T14:00:40.510-07:002013-07-09T14:00:40.510-07:00Hey there beautiful! I'm sorry you're stru...Hey there beautiful! I'm sorry you're struggling right now. I know how it feels to be trapped in the cycle and wanting out but wanting to stay in. I'm thinking of you sweets. Try your best to climb out. I don't want to see you in the hospital. <3Evehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14696430167877128240noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7268005744978949300.post-73983205802119036952013-07-09T06:50:50.744-07:002013-07-09T06:50:50.744-07:00So well done girl for fighting anorexia and going ...So well done girl for fighting anorexia and going with your friends<br />That is a huge step and something that I would love to do<br />I think our ED's don't want us to have fun and enjoy ourselves<br />It wants us alone and miserable<br />I love that you don't let your ED affect your relationships with your friends and your ability to have fun<br /><br />I can relate so much to the weight issue<br />I also gained weight last week but to day when I was weighed I had lost it all<br />Part of me is happy (the ED part)<br />But like you say the rational part of me knows that it is not good<br />That I am on a slippery slope that is so hard to climb back up<br />I know that you really don't want to go to hospital and that is my motivation at the moment<br />Whatever it takes at the moment, to not get any worse<br /><br />Keep fighting Katie<br />I believe in you and have every faith in you<br />You can do this<br />I just know you can<br /><br />Much love xRuby Tuesdayhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15078080281794429051noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7268005744978949300.post-12049030161111162662013-07-09T00:19:24.425-07:002013-07-09T00:19:24.425-07:00I always feel the same about gaining/losing weight...I always feel the same about gaining/losing weight! I am absolutely terrified of gaining weight... Even if it's just 0.1kg... But the other part of me knows that losing more weight is not good for me... I feel like I'm always stuck between two choices: be thin and sick, or be healthy and fat. <br /><br />I'm glad you went out on Saturday and had a good time :) really proud of you! Sweetands0urhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10573888374039091030noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7268005744978949300.post-56169985924133408772013-07-08T20:40:28.987-07:002013-07-08T20:40:28.987-07:00First off Katie, can I tell you how proud I am tha...First off Katie, can I tell you how proud I am that you went out with your friends Saturday... it sounds like you had fun...<br /><br />Second I'm sorry you're stressing... I think that very few of us actually see ourselves as we really are...<br /><br />I hope you don't lose ... I know that won't be good for you... <br /><br />I think we all need to love ourselves a little more than we do... much easier said then done...Launna https://www.blogger.com/profile/09447311902825477772noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7268005744978949300.post-30008191420501373062013-07-08T18:04:22.092-07:002013-07-08T18:04:22.092-07:00Sweetheart, I feel for you. It's horrible not ...Sweetheart, I feel for you. It's horrible not know whether it'd be better or worse to gain or lose. I often do the same thing, slowly walking through scenarios and outcomes and feelings in my head. The scenario that leads to assessments and admissions is always the worst, but sometimes I seem to forget that. <br /><br />I'm glad you made it 'out' out on Saturday. I've always been a vodka girl myself, though recently I've been sticking with high alcohol % wine to keep volume down. Though I figure I don't drink often enough to worry *that* much about the calories when I do. <br /><br />You'll be in my thoughts tomorrow dear *hugs*<br />xxxxBellahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07544398450025713725noreply@blogger.com